Empty

I seriously have nothing to talk about these days.lol.it's not that i've been doing nothing its just that im not bothered to write much these days.well,hope the mood will all come again soon :)

hannah hold on

I never asked to be sorry
If its over its over for sure
I don't regret that I didn't want to
Remember what all this was for

So this is all we can do
What news is in store
How come starting over
Would be frowned on anymore

Hannah hold on
Hannah hold on
Its all been said
Its all been done

I never witnessed bitter like this
I think i've been shot in cold blood
You won't admit it and I won't be around
Just so I hear the applause

This isn't all we can do
When in doubt should move on
No need to sort it all out
By the time you read this i'll be gone

shatters

today it stroke..all nightmares are coming true..all those paranoias was actually an epiphany to me. i guess those insecure hauntings were actually a call for this.all those nights of not sleeping well.and i was shattered, i was broken, i was left behind....i was left behind... toyed,broken and obsolete..lied to...betrayed..fading away

This chapter so far..

Hermm its been two weeks since my last entry.it's not that i dont want to write.but i am just preoccupied at times and sometimes so many things have passed that i forgot to write one single entry.lol.anyways, I went to see her at her place in JB yesterday.started the trip on friday night along with my housemate blur and his gf diba.the trip was alright.it wasnt too tiring.when i arrived there.called up this bloke.he offered for a place to stay in his guesthouse.friendly.lol.the next day went to pick her up.was lost trying to find our way tho but then i remembered it again.lol.went out for lunch with her, went to watch public enemies with her and her friends, had dinner with her and sent her back home. I also went home last night.3 hours of driving.it wasnt so tiring too on the way back.Btw theres a Carpathian show today in MCPA.i'll be leaving soon to see them perform. Kenet told me to pick them up from LCCT but i called him and he's not picking up either.Those australian guys are whack.especially martin tho.lol.picked them up last monday and hang around with them in putrajaya.

it's been a while.

It's been awhile since i wrote my last entry.Things have been good at the moment. I didnt do much tho but it seems i spent my time doing the stuff i usually do with friends and family.College is alright, but im flunking on one subject tho.its all because my lack of attendance as usual.damnit.im trying to cut that behaviour for good.Last two weeks i spend time with my brother and his friend walking around in sg.actually went for a shopping trip.lol.Just of last week i went to JB to meet someone and also i had to session guitars for burnout on last sunday.It was great.the trip was fun and worthwile.it's the first time i ever drive alone there and go back on my own too.lol.well,im still glad be alive today.things are making a good turn for me so far.

New age,new beginnings.

So i reached my legal age yesterday on june 12th. Finally im 21.lol.It was awesome tho this year.I never expected that i would be this satisfied.Started the morning on 00:00 hours at some mamak stall, was hangin out having my really late dinner and suddenly i received a phone call from momo.she wished me happy birthday in japanese.wth.but i was grateful.lol. A few more friends called in or texted me.My housemate Blur even called and sang happy birthday with his gf.haha.ill definitely remember that one bro.lol. Later on Andrew called, asked me to come over his place.we hung out for a bit. It was 1.30 am and i had to go for a jamm session with han,penyu and wan.did our own numbers.lol.i reckon it was like one of the best jamming session i ever had. i dont know why but it felt euphoric.lol.after that i hung out with them until 5 or 6 in the morning and went home for sleep.I woke up later on at 9 or 10 am and went online for a while getting text messages,phone calls, comments on fb and myspace.thanks guys.i really do appreciate it. In the afternoon my brother brought me to KL and bought me a shirt.Arie and Syasha bought me a wallet.My parents gave me some cash to spend on.Hermm i guess i never really get gifts on my bday so i was rather satisfied.Everything felt great :) I even called some people on my phone list because i have free voice calls but i dont really know who to call or talk to. In the evening about 9 , i went for a dinner with my mom and sis outside. Later on, arie texted me to go skating at sect 13 in Shah Alam. So i ended the day with some skateboarding, it was awesome. I got to do a new a trick called "rock n roll".lol. Hungout with Alien and Arie there to wrap things up.All i can say it was a satisfying day for me and i would like to thank my friends and acquaintances for wishing me :)

New Semester,new beginning

Well i just started class on monday,everything is good as usual.A fresh start for me this sem.Classes are only on Monday till Wednesday.Me and a few friends are selling t shirts for the faculty.This is the first time i ever designed for my faculty.Progress is great.Loads of respond from the kids.This time i will get even back with my pointer..lol. I've not been feeling well these days.I feel groggy and dizzy everyday.took panadols and painkillers but it hardly works.i sure do hope that i will get well soon enough.