I'm back

Hi to all the readers, if there is any. It's been really a long time since i last post something here. the reasons are? i don't even know the reasons. probably I've come to a period that i need to sort personal things that i deal on my own or even i found there's no point in writing anymore. Anyways..Life is too short to waste away. Why did i just realize that now? Well my life has not reach its best of times this year.but now I'm trying to get myself back on track. There's so much to do but there's so little time. I'll get my life back. There's a lot things that i need to sort out with myself. Well i hope the path will be clear for me now as I'm sick of disappointments and let downs of my own cost.I'll get my life back.A promise i made to myself.

falling further forever

This is a lyric to the song that i wrote for my new band Collages. This one here is about how i fell,stumble, deep down to the point that i could never imagine and how i struggle to get up but i kept failing myself and everyone around me. too much let downs. too much regrets. this song is just a reminder of how it's like to fall and how i struggle to rise again.

I glanced. Myself through the glass

All I can see is my own haunting reflection

I don’t know what I’ve become

I don’t know what I’ve turned to

All I know is that I’m sinking into the ocean

The ocean of my own apathy

The hole that I dug for me...

I’M SINKING UNDER!

I'm sinking lower than I would ever imagine

Trying to hold on to what's left of my beliefs

The chances thrown, these moments I drifted

Imprisoned in failure, I long for release

This world is dead to my eyes, SET ME FREE!

This love is dead to my life

I thought of reaching out,

The hands of failure has dragged me to the depths

I’m drowning under

Let the emotions run deep.

I’m falling forever

To the depths of the sinking ship

No hands could save me

I'm falling down forever.

The misery, the ignorance

This life was once wasted

On tombs that I’ve painted

I tried to seek salvation

To rise from the ruins

Instead I end up drowning

In oceans of hopes fall