freeze the moment

Have you ever loved someone so much,you'd give an arm for
not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
when they know they're you're heart
and you know you're their armour
and you will destroy anyone who would harm try to harm her

Updates updates

Its been ages since my last entry.thats because ive been busy with my final exams.studying last minute not sleeping until my paper.damn it was tiring like fuck.Anyways ive got a new housemate now.He's called hafiz a.k.a joe, quite a nice guy.Has the same interests as me.I bid him welcome to our house.As of now, ive just finished my final exams and i am on holiday.Got shitload of stuff to do this term break and slightly cooling off from the pressure bullshit.well i guess this is growing up. I want to say goodluck for a friend who's battling a disease which i think might be brain cancer.I hope you survive bro.hold on to your faith to god.I wish you well.

something new

I've been watching this new sitcom,well its not actually that new but ive just been watching it and i totally like it!.It started off with a narrative voice telling a series of story to his two children on how he met their mother. The guy Ted Mosby which is the lead character tells his two children how he lived his life in the past in pursue of finding his spouse. I personally like this character called Barney" which is played by Neil Patrick Harris because he's just humorous.The sitcom is just great!

Have Heart live in Malaysia!

Again, i would quote.The band that made me want to stay hardcore, is finally coming to town next month!F*** im excited.

updates

Final exams is next sunday.hermm i havent started revising yet.i'll get around to it this week.Last saturday, DT was supposed to have a show in Melaka but it got cancelled, so Rizan,Hazim and I went to the place anyways.The show was alright.Met some friends.Chill out with them until its 4am and i didnt realize it.Drove home that morning and arrived at 6am in puchong.Man, i was so sleepy along the way but i had to drive anyway.The week turned out alright for me :)

The letter R in Friends is overrated.

Im on the verge of losing it
I dont need anyone to share this catastrophe that i'm in
I'm a man, i can stand on my own feet
I can see faces fading away now
The ones ive known for years
the ones that have been close with me
now are as apart as ever
what ever happened to forever.
what ever happened to having each other's back
what ever happened to the years we spent with each other
now i could really see our true colours
i dont know,maybe i'm just being paranoid
but i have never been wrong in this kind of shit
havent you wondered, we dont even talk to each other anymore at times
I tried my best, i tried giving effort to care about you people
but what i have in return is just bullshit
I just dont give a fuck anymore..

Consider this

God im in such a stress. I just feel like disappearing. Disappear for six months or more. I wish im gone for the moment.I wish im not here. I wish im at another place, gone and untracable. Im just too depressed to go on sometimes and i dont even know why. Call me lunatic or crazy, i dont care. I just want to get away with all life's problem for now. Criticize me, talk shit or put me down. I just don't give a fuck anymore. One day i will leave this world.